Umm...
This kinna hurts like shit.
I fell for this guy.
&& he fell for me.
...&& we can't be together.
But somehow I thought this time it was going to be different. Like, way different.
I feel totally different around him.
It's like...I have him now;; but I don't.
Like he's just within my reach.
But I don't get to have him. Cause he's going away for college in three months and it would hurt to much to get that far into it and just have it...end.
Well that blows. Cause it would've been...uber amazing.
Man, my life sucks. Just kidding.
However! I'm not giving up. I'm a persistant, stubborn, hardcore heard-headed determined bitch, and I shall continute trying to get my way. Yay. <3


 --------i'm not in love. just that kinna... really deep like...?--------
I could fall asleep in those eyes...
I want to be where you are...
this air is blessed, you share with me;;
we're in this together.
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